Farther than Ever

You are becoming the person you said you'd never be. You are becoming someone who looks down on people and you are not realizing that they are fighting their own battle. Maybe not everyone wants to be like you. Did you ever think of that? I get it. You really are my fathers Pride and Joy. I hope you do not disappoint him like you've done to me. Education is important, but its not everything. Not to the point where you are looking down on your own family or begin to neglect them and then act like the victim. I know that sometimes we have to be selfish to get to where we want to be, but it should not always be like that. I hope you never see this because I know you will be sad about it and then deny everything. I already know all your moves. 

But maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm just going about all of this the wrong way. Or maybe I just don't want to accept the fact that we no longer have the connection we used to have. We used to be so close. Now you're farther than ever. Don't get me wrong, I'm proud of everything you have accomplished in your life. You have always been a strong woman/sister/friend. I guess it just hurts to realize that everything has changed and we are now growing up. I guess that's life.