Sunday, April 7, 2013

It's about me, not them

I'm basically done with letters. Well, not really. In May I find out if I have been accepted/Denied from Notre Dame de Namur University. I'm still waiting to hear back from SFSU and East Bay. I don't care about East Bay at all. SFSU is a great school, but I can't really see myself going there. I've always pictured myself at a much smaller school like NDNU. Even if I get accepted into NDNU, it all comes down to whether or not I will be able to afford it. As long as I get in, i'll be happy. I just want to know that I got accepted into the one school that I really wanted to go to because then I would be able to reassure myself that I didn't fail.
As College gets closer, I am even more excited. I don't know where i'm going, but I know that I will succeed. I have to and I will. Yeah I feel horrible sometimes, but I need to motivate myself and keep my eye on the prize. My family doesn't really say anything about it anymore. I don't think they care, but it's okay. I'm doing this for myself. Not them. My sister reassures me that everything will workout. Even if I go to community college, I have to have a plan to transfer out as soon as possible.

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